Sometimes I think I put more thought into caring for other people, than I do about caring for myself.
It’s like, I wanna move away and start again but I don’t wanna disappoint anyone. I don’t want anyone in my life to think they’re not important to me or like I’m abandoning them.
But at the same time, I’m sick and tired of being stuck in one place. I hate being surrounded by all these memories and of every mistake I’ve ever made, every time I walk out my door.
I don’t wanna hurt the people in my life, but by doing everything for them and putting my life on hold, I’m actually breaking myself and that’s no way to live.